Frustration - The true hell!!!

Saturation - Max upper threshold! What will you do when you reach there? Cry, laugh, tend to share, break stuffz, ride in rage, ... ??? There are lots of ways to overcome that, but the best way & safer way is to share or just laugh as if everything is so cool!

But, what happens when you are not able to share that, say it's more complicated and people are not able to understand or none sees that from your shoes? You crack more! That's true hell!

Hell & Heaven are nowhere away, it's where we live! It's right here! & what we undergo!

Say, a moment makes you happie, you are floating in that joy, without any worries then that is heaven! That feel which you get being a baby, till your conscious starts cracking nuts in thy self! That's when everything turns upside down, you start thinking & your purity gets poisoned!

Okie, let's come back.... 

So what will you do in this hell, and being alone here, just kills! Trust me just hold on rather than cracking! But I know it's like inexpressible anger crushing you like a ton of weight over you!

It's about endurance!

Once you are through this phase, the amount of patience, endurance, the level of understanding you get and the depth you traverse through will be higher. And say you are suffering because of you or not, and if it's you  and you have committed a mistake by not realizing & that was huge! A potential non-turntable stuff, it's okie, shit happens! But just hold on! Things will change. 

There may be time when no one understands or not even trying to understand and turning everything what you say upside down, the hell is right there. The frustration one goes through is huge... 

If you are matured enough, that will get insight into deep stuffs... Your thought process change, you go more deeper and you will start feeling everything is a bull shit. You will realize that there are greater things beyond this and your vision change!

Once you lands in a state where, you literally don't give a damn to anything!

You perspective transforms! You become a lone wolf! If you already have that in your blood or from past, then the gut inside will just roar to be lone wolf! Never crack, you are not born for suffering in this! Never lower self! Raise high against all odds... Just love thy self and purse your passion, you will blend into that and you will start learning from universe, what is being thy self!

Just be urself and blend in with universe, ignore everything! Prochnost!!!